Seriously?

Who would've thunk that it would snow 2 times this year all ready.....Not me. I'm used to getting snow maybe once every 5 years, not twice in a new year. Guess that goes to show you everything doesn't always happen like you think it's going to , or how you're use to it happening. But hey, I've learned thats just how life goes. You can spend days, months, even years trying to search for ways to make things more comfortable, or just a little more....shall we say "routine" to what you're use to. Whether it be the the people in your life, where you live, the car you drive, or your favorite restaurant on the corner that closed when you were 12, Things in the past that made life what it was back then cant be a part of what life is now.

Me personally, theres times where I sit and wonder, and I search, and I wish for things to be the way they used to be. Knowing where all my friends are, Knowing what pretty face I'm coming home to when I get off work, Knowing that I'm debt free and that I dont have 80 million tickets and fines to pay off, and Having a family; even though they werent my own to welcome me, and to be happy to see me everytime I walk through their door. Alot of these things are only memories now, maybe some will return, maybe not. But until then, I have to get my current straight