Fly me to the moon......

You know, It's really amazing how getting rained on for 3 days straight will make the gears in your brain start going ballistic....

Aside from falling asleep while towing million dollar aircraft's, and zoolander style freak gasoline fights ( without the accident.), I have been sitting pondering, just taking a glimpse at anything and everything I possibly could in my life, and I've come to a conclusion. If I had ever sat down and actually thought to myself..."What do I honestly think Life will be like a year from now?", I would of never guessed that i would be standing outside in the rain, day in...day out. I would have never guessed a lot of things, but the question that bothers me more than a P.O.W with a urinary tract infection is, Will these times be the permanent play out for the rest of my story? Are times like these just training for bumpier roads ahead? Me personally, as much as I pray that I could, I couldn't tell you, Because I do not have a clue. Call it reminiscing, I just can't bring myself to get a grip on it.

Home...
To people, home can have a vast array of meanings. The place where you lay your head at night, the place where your heart is. To me personally, I could call a lot of things home. Whether it be the friends house i couch crash at when I don't feel like driving my jeep into the sunset and cutting to the credits, or just activities that i become so familiar with, they become second nature...a home to me. Well, I made another home....and to me it was greater than anything I had ever Imagined. And right now, I'm left with this comfort zone to go to when my head is spinning, but, now only in memories. I get down on my knees everyday and pray to god that I can return home again..

I made my home in you....and I'll stand in the rain as long i need to....You don't even need to leave the porch light on, I Can see more clearly than anyone. I'll stand at your front door as long as it takes, just please don't forget that I'm there.