so yeah dude.

never thought that I would make one of these....but hey, I get bored.

Temperatures are reaching a record low within the next few days. Geez, lucky me.... I'm the one whose job mostly consists of me being outside chasing planes, not having anywhere to hide from wind, awesomeness....

But Aside from that, i advise no one to get an account from alliance credit union, because it's obviously ran by a bunch of retards. What they decide to do was to not clear any of my debit purchases from december until 2 weeks ago....leaving me in the negative about 800 dollars....and gave me no notice of this until one day, my debit card miraculously stopped working hmmm. And to top it off, i got paid, and never got to see any of the money because i decided to get direct deposit. life....yeah.

And me personally, I have never been one to dwell on things for a long time before i let them go and move on. but, honestly, as i crazy as i sound, i get signs everyday to tell me not to let it go, but to keep on truckin....even if it is from a distance. i know things happen for a reason, and the last few weeks have been proof of that. and i know one day a certain someone will realise this. Not just these things, but alot of other things in life arent even close to the way i want 'em to be, But i know, even if its the saying.."time heals everything." is all i have to keep me going, then so be it. I know the things i love WILL come back to me in time. I know i have people that are here for me, and i know i have real friends, But they cant be everything to me...only certain things can. Dont get me wrong, i love them all very much too, but i have an empty space...and im sittin on dock skippin' rocks until its filled again.

Oh...and on a lighter note... I think im gonna join the Navy. but dont jump outta your seat yet....just a thought.

oh another ps, i've eaten more than one fluffer nutter sandwich in the past 24 hours thanks to everyone at the Park/Caferello (dunno if i spelled that right.) household.