i know.

i know it seems like i have too much time on my hands.....but hey, its just a day full of breaks, because outside its currently 13 degrees below freezing, and me and my buddy John gotta pull up planes for people who have no sympathy on us for almost becoming snow men....but hey its all good, more free coffee.

completely out of money at the moment.....gotta make somethin happen, cause my jeep, as much as i would like it to, does not run on hopes and dreams. Ridin on E, yeah dude. And i dont know if it's the fact that there is ice all over the ground, or the fact that i tried to be magnum PI and slide across the hood of my car this morning, only to land on iced over gravel...... I have alot of things on my mind. And i just keep thinking... I don't wanna go into details so much, because a person can only think out loud for so long before everything he says becomes another year old book that ends up by the crapper for uncle bo to read after a nice hearty meal. But, i sit and wonder, day in day out, thinkin of how i, in any human way possible could change certain things. I know there are other things in my life i need to tend to first....but for now, even with my brain turning to rainbow sherbert with this dumbass weather, the place i do have, even if it is from a distance, I know that things will fall back into the place i want them to again....even if it does take more time than i would prefer. I know I'm the one turning the pages now, but i think i'll stop a study this one for a while, and I know in my heart that I am not wasting my time. Even it takes months/years, so be it.


And I've always heard people say that, "You never know whats on a persons' mind until they actually say it.". Well me personally, I like to keep people guessing whats actually on mind, or what I really mean by some of the things i say. Maybe, I was just born with a great Sense of indirect logic, or maybe I've adapted the trait over time. I like to let the world know what I'm thinking, without ever actually. saying it.